"why didn't i suffer well?"

FODA-SE

...com todas as letrinhas grandes e pequenas
para a direita e para a esquerda

MERDA

...que limpar o c'u 'e que 'e fodido

e last but not the least:

KONE p'o CARALHO!

(que eles nao atendem os telefones quando um gaijo fica preso no elevador, kut bedrijf!)

foi s'o um desabafo (meisjes, desculpem.me o frances)

laat mee vertel:

to be born is happening
i'm feeling the fucking clamps pulling my head away from my heart
there is no rust as much of oxygen.
its over.
like big bang...
not the begining of whatever k seja,
just as far back, old and hot as you can tell.

13.7 google years

but you know... i just travelled time not places.
time says so much about them and how they change
and how much diferent they were from when you experienced them
one can only materialize what they may be
by knowing what actually is to be tired, but never bored.

fuck... we just can't choose the time
remains true... the prize's not for the quiters.

hoe rod is rod? depends on the blues...
and how tuned you are
all those musics you hear for the first time over and over
in a accidental radio knob move
druk die knop... "press" the button (here)... a.j.b.
i never felt so much statics i guess

thats how much ceptic you must be to apreciate astrology
the only way things you care long forever if not elsewere
in a somehow pulsing memory.

hoe rod is rod?
tanto quanto o capucho do existente pai natal.

That does make snow where not usually
that does tan where clouded
that does make ice cry

waar freez is.
nat, het weer.

onde grizo faz.
h'umido, o tempo.

Coherent light

"This figure shows the emission of coherent light at 22 THz from a molecular dynamics simulation of shocked sodium chloride (table salt). The left panel shows the emission of the light as a function of time while the shock is propagating. The right panel shows the generated radiation as a function of location within the shocked crystal indicating the 22 THz coherent signal is generated at the shock front (between the white dotted lines). Image and text courtesy: Lawrence Livermore Lab." >>>

R = 4x6-2 = 22 x 3 = 66

G = 22 = 66

B = 22 = 66

K = 2 x 9 = 18


Where homogenity is part of the diversity
Heterogenity remains of heterogen essence.

The substance in some contexts is you

Like water permeating society.
Like oil spreading over water
Like water sprayed on society.

The crystals we make of ourselves
Spiraling to the same past.

Depressuring difference here and there
Collecting opposite direction (re)actions.

Moving and hiting voids
Inexistences of our dreams.

Statistically as plausible
As the also accurring impossible.

Sometimes releasing some light
On some complexity.
The one which there was no other way
to become aware of.

Even if light takes its time
To reach you... already bent.
I like better this cavern...

The building elements of the idea
Are still atoms, quarks, leptons...

Our awareness reaches deep down
to a burned finger in boiled water.

But even still our actions measure
Our dumbness in how burned it is again.

So cheated we make of that water
being cold instead.

High at the surface of comprehension
Down at the depthness of failure.

I choose to be unlucky, this new-year
One hour earlier...

Lets play billiard in a donut shaped table
The more the lucky game
the less it will be choosen

You will be part of nature when you'll refuse to shape it
according to aknowledged ignorance.